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Tonday is me and Jamie's 5 month..
This time, 5 months ago it was just after his Juliana Theory show and we were hanging out with all the guys and then he took me to this great little resteraunt in Little Italy and got to know each other.. Oh how I love him..
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[04 Jul 2004|08:06pm] |
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So today I worked.. what a shocker..
Although I didnt get home from Unos til 2:30am yesterday(19 hour day), I still opened today and got off around 6:30.. by the time I ate and called my cab it was like 7:45 and now i'm just now getting home.. And I'm pooped.. fuck the fireworks, I'm going to bed..
Oh and I put my 2 weeks in at Todays Pet yesterday.. After almost 3 years I cant believe I'm actually leaving..
Do you ever want to shower so bad because you feel so incredibly gross but then realize that you're so tired you would pass out if you did in fact make it to the bathroom?
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| 3am fights with Jamie are always awesome.. |
[02 Jul 2004|03:13am] |
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JJartistsmanager: ok.. I am out need to go on a a calll.. we can pick this up another time
xYour x Worst Ex: whatever
JJartistsmanager: see ths is where I get annoyed you go whatever and cop an attitude.. instead of talking through the problem you blow up swear left and right. and don't listen to what the other person is saying..
xYour x Worst Ex: you have to go so how are we talking through it!!! and i am totally listening to what you;re saying its just not makign any fucking sense to me
JJartistsmanager: I like to talk about problmes and work thru them.. not hold shit inside and then let it all out.. listening isnt just done w/ your eears ...just think about my side of things..with what we are talking about.
xYour x Worst Ex: alright jamie.. go do your call
I swear sometimes when I fight with him, I feel like I'm fighting with you Lauren.. He even said "cop".. That is so your word..
So todays fight was about some things that were brought up at dinner tonight.. Even after 5 months he still hasnt told his parents about me.. Yes of course it's hard to tell them because he's 29 and I'm 18, but come on, its been 5 fucking months.. He's like "I was going to tell them when I saw them this weekend" which I knew he was going to say.. Whether he's telling the truth or not it just still pisses me off.. He will never ever say it, but I know theres a part of him thats like "what the hell am I doing with an 18 year old." It just really, really fucking bothers me that some of the people he cares about the most dont even know I exist.. Or like last weekend when his best friend/ ex girlfriend was in town I didnt meet her either.. She was in town for like 4 days and not ONCE did Jamie invite me to go out to lunch or dinner or to anythign they did.. He actually had the audacity to call me to get directions because they wanted to go to the bowling alley 3 mintues away from my house and didnt even fucking invite me.. I was absolutely irate and just thinking about it now makes me more upset.. And fuck even when we first started going out, whenever we went to shows it just seems like he talked to everyone there except me.. Maybe it's all in my head, but sometimes I just dont know what to do.. It kind of sucks to be dating someone you feel is kind of ashamed of you..
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[02 Jul 2004|01:50am] |
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So the past few days have been spent helping Jay and Jamie move.. Fun times.. but Jay has been rubbing off on me..
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[28 Jun 2004|01:20am] |
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And I can barely remember what happend this week.. But I can remember that I,
- Saw Dashboard, Thrice, Get Up Kids, and Head Automtaica
An amazing show is all I can say.. All of my friends were there and it was just awesome seeing my favorite bands all together..
- Saw Dodgeball
Best movie eveerrr
- Saw Farenhiet 911 and The Notebook in the same day
Both are awesome movies but I think I cried more in Farenhiet than I did in the Notbook.. Farenheit even came in at the box office in first place.. It's an incredible movie.. Extremely bias, but amazing..
-Bought CDs
Franz Firdinand
And a second copy of As Tall As Lions
-Worked a lot
And that work will continue this week
Monday: 4:45 - 12am
Tuesday: 10:45am- 10pm
Wednesday: Helping Jamie move
Thursday: 3 - 10pm
Friday: Off for Carolines birthday party :)
Saturday: 7:30am - 12am
Tonight I only made like 75 bucks so I hope the rest of the week is a little bit better.. And with that, I'm out..
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| I'm going straight to hell.. |
[18 Jun 2004|04:19pm] |
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So Jill and I just got back from Best Buy and guess what I bought?
The 2004 Warped Comp and Switchfoot.. I couldnt belive I was buying it but I've had that 'Meant to Live' song stuck in my head for a week so I was like 'what the hell' and bought it.. If it sucks I'm trading it in for Franz Fernidad..
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| Ok so someone define this for me.. |
[18 Jun 2004|01:02am] |
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Relationship..
When I think of this word, I think of a bond between 2 people that care about each other.. They care emensley for one another and even if one person dislkies something, they give in to the needs of their partner beucase they know it would make them happy.. to put aside ones own selfish needs to make the other happy and vice versa..
All I want is for you and 2 people you care about to sit around a table and talk to 3 people that I care about.. I'm not asking you to cut off an arm or give up your first born child, I'm asking you to a fucking dinner for christsake.. But that's just too "awkward".. Without even giving it a chance..
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[17 Jun 2004|12:22am] |
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Sometimes life and people can be so fucking ridiculous and as I'm sitting here these words just happen to make me feel better and although a lot of shit sucks, there's a light up ahead..
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[15 Jun 2004|11:13pm] |
So the past few days have been good.. I didnt end up going to MCR on Sunday though :( (Sorry Carolyn <3) But I did work yesterday and today and made a combined $230 bucks.. Not bad.. We did sales averages and tips averages of all the servers that worked last night and since I worked a double I was on there twice at the top of the list which was pretty hot.. Both nights we've been slammed out on the patio and I havent gotten home til like 11 although I get there at 10:45am..
I had a lot of good tables today and for the most part all my guest were happy.. Which makes me happy.. The servers however piss me off somtimes.. Some people can be SO god damn lazt it pisses me off.. They dont run other peoples food and they stand around when cups, ice, or plates need to be restocked.. We have SO many dumb as people that work there I cant even belive they're still employed.. People dont realize that they are at WORK and that they are requiered to do WORK.. This is not text message or talk on my cell phone, eat when I'm not on break, sit on my ass and do nothing type of work.. It's riduculous.. But for the most part everything is ok.. It just seems as though there are more problems with the servers than with the guests and thats not a good thing..
In our pre meal today our manager told us that out of all 200 Unos locations that we're in the top 10.. Which is awesome considering we've only been open for an exact 30 days.. Jamie told me last night that I was one of her favorite severs and yeah I've only been doing this for a month.. Almost everyone else has had resteruant experience but me so it makes me glad to know that I'm doing really well and almost better than other people that have dones this before..
Well tomorow is my day off so that makes me happy.. I've have no idea what I'm gonna do though.. Maybe sleep..
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[04 Jun 2004|11:33am] |
I graduated!
YAAAAAY!!!!!!!!
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[29 May 2004|12:11am] |
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The Silence- Orange |
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So everyone go to pure volume and check out this band called The Silence..
Jamie just called and told me that these guys want to fly him out next week to see them play.. They want Jamie to manager them as well.. I think they're ok.. Nothing I havent heard before.. Jamie works enough as it is with the bands and jobs he has right now.. He really cant take on anything else.. But these guys in The Silence seem pretty motivated.. They're on warped tour this year and they have a UK tour lined up as well Jamie says.. They play sold out shows at the Chain Reaction and a lot of other venues in Cali so thats cool too that they already have an established fan base... But yeah he should take the trip and consider them but we'll see..
Last night I spent the night at his house with Jay after we got home from shopping in Georgetown and we stayed up and watched Chapell show and the Furnest Fest DVDs that Jamie and Jay were in.. Theres this really funny scene when Andrew WK is onstage and theres like hundreds of kids trying to be onstage with him and Jamie is just throwing kids left and right to get away from the stage.. My boyfriend the wanna be body gaurd <33
So today was good.. I woke up and Jay drove me home at like 10.. I had graduation rehersal at 11:30 and then went to work at like 3.. Work was good.. I sold 2 dogs and got a total of 3 thousand in for the day.. It was hot.. Tomorow I work at Unos at like 3:45 I think.. So right now im gonna go paint my nails and get to bed.. I'm beat.. <33
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[26 May 2004|08:30pm] |
So although Jamie is the one that brought up moving to Chicago with Marissa, he IMs me tonight with this:
JJartistsmanager: so are you actually thinking about moving on me?
xYour x Worst Ex: you put the idea in my head
xYour x Worst Ex: its just a thought.. probably not going to happen but im just looking at what it could be like if i did move
JJartistsmanager: ok. just checking. I think you should. get out there get your feet grounded and be ready to run when you start school... I know..
xYour x Worst Ex: its not super likely that i'll go ya know? lauren just wants me to take this and see where it gets me... who knows, ill probably stay here in MD for a year
JJartistsmanager: but you shuold look into it.. I want you to fully pursue school. and moving out to school...( and that is not sayign I don't love u)
It would be so hard being wihout him..
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So tonight was my first night servin at Unos.. No more training time, this was the real deal.. How many tables did I get? 8... How much did I bank? 80 bucks.. Not too shabby for a first day.. I got cut at like 11, but they didnt tell me, then i had side work and i went and ate dinner so I got home at like 1.. I just got done talking to jons mom and im about to get to bed.. im trying to stay up so i can put my laundry in the dyer but i am soo tired.. Im not used to working like 8 hours with no break.. Insane.. Tomorow I work a double.. 7:30am-3 @ Todays pet and then 3:45-1am @ Unos.. I'm praying I get cut at like 11..
<33
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[12 May 2004|11:03pm] |
Lilo died this morning :(
I called my job on my break to see how she was doing and Carol told me she died earlier this morning.. I started crying and everyone kept asking me if I were ok.. I felt kind of retarded telling them my cat died, and it wasnt even my cat, it was my stores cat, but still.. I'm going to miss her so much because she was just the coolest.. I would always dance around the store listening to John Mayer with her and she would never bite or scratch me.. She would just let me pick her up and dance around..
And now I'm getting even more pissed off because I'm sitting here watching the news and this stupid bitch that is being charged for abusing Iraqi citizens is being interviewd.. I'm ashamed to be from the same state as her and from the same country.. She actualyl just stated "There were 7 Iraqi men around.. What would you do if you were little ole' me?" That bitch is trying to pull the sympathy card for being the only butch ass lesbian in the camp.. I hope she gets run over by an 18 wheeler, gets left on the side of the road, and have the birds eat out whatever is left from her insides.. What a bitch..
And I have a shit load of stuff to do tonight but i cant even move.. Partly because I'm so tired/ super pissed off and today was just another sucky day..
I only went to school for a half day cuz i had to run a bunch of errands.. Went to get my dress altered and its sad because my dress alteration cost more than the dress itself.. Awesome.. Then I went to the bank to find out my account was negative 94 dollars which is impossible because I just got a check from my dad for 200.. So Bank Of America will be getting a VERY angry call from me tomorow and fiixng my account..
And those fucking cecadas are coming out this weekend.. Large over sized bugs for the next 6 weeks will be swarming all over my town.. AWESOME..
I'm in a bad mood and I hope you all choke..
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[11 May 2004|11:26pm] |
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So today was alright.. Only 8 more full days of school left and then 5 days of finals.. Not bad
I am so burnt out from working so much, I cant even get up on time.. Working the 2 doubles this weekend killed me and working til 11 everynight doesnt help either..
Last night I was at Unos til 11 and tonight I worked at Todays Pet.. It sucks because our cat Lilo is dying.. Last night she must have swallowed a tylenol or some type of medicine because we rushed her to the vet this morning and they cut her open and they said she was a mess inside.. They said the only things that could have messed her up that badly were pain killers or chemicals.. Everyone was in tears today because Lilo is the best cat ever.. SO sweet and so affectionate.. She is only 1 so she cant die yet.. Dr.Brown said it didnt seem likely that she would make it, but we're all hoping for the best.. She's apart of our Todays Pet family.. :(
Another shitty thing that happend today is Morgan cant go to prom with me. His mom wont let him come down from VA so that sucks.. I still might be going with Jon's friend Andrew, but I dunno.. We'll see..
And I have SO much work to do.. Finals to study for, papers to write, and projects to do..
This has just been a crappy day and Jamie is out of town right now visitng his brother and all I wanna do is curl up next to him but I cant..
Shit sucks..
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| Remember to breathe..<./i> |
[06 May 2004|10:32pm] |
The past few days and the next few weeks are goign to be so incredibly hectic I wont even have time to breathe.. All in the next 16 days I have graduation, prom, finals, tests, projects, and 2 jobs to work at..
Last night was my first night training at Unos and it just went horrible..
1.) They didnt tell people they were'nt training in the store.. Instead they were training at the Hilton.. Awesome for people who dont have cars..
2.) They failed to tell me and a few other girls that uniroms had to be worn during training..
3.) They told me Training was Wednesday and Tomorow.. Now all of a sudden its Tomorow until next friday and they expect trainees to be at the opening.. I HAVE ANOTHER JOB I'M ALREADY SHEDULED TO WORK, THANKS.. Oh yeah and opening night is the day of my prom..
4.) I MISSED THE SEASON FINALE OF THE OC!!!!!!
Anywyas I'm just super stressed out right now because I dont want to make a bad impression at a new job because I'm super unavailable this week.. If I would have been told in advance then maybe something could have gotten worked out but grrr
be back in a sec..
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[04 May 2004|03:39pm] |
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VICTORY RECORDS SUCKS MAJOR COCK!
Actually, let me re-phrase that.. Owner, TONY BRUMMEL, sucks cock..
I'm going to run errands with Lauren and then try and cheer up Jamie <3 The plug got pulled for the Victory Invasion Tour Baysides was going to be on.. Thanks to Tony.. So now Bayside is out a good 5 grand, not to mention how much money Jamie is losing.. Oh and the best part? Tony refuses to pay them what they're going to loose out on by not doing the tour.. What an awesome guy.. This is the way a president should run his company indeed..
I'll be back.. running errands with LW
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| "If you're not suckin, get truckin.."- Mike |
[03 May 2004|07:14am] |
So I just got home 2 short hours ago and now I'm up getting ready for school.. Awesome.. Last night Maureen, Rich and I went to go hang out with Dan.. Dan's on tour with Less Than Jake right now and they were off all day in VA.. so we drove up there last night, got there at like 11, hung out and had a blast and then came home at like 4am.. I'm so incredibly tired and I've gotta head off to school but I will continue this later along with some funny ass photos.. Best lines of the night..
Chris: When I was in college I didnt have 2 hot girls going to places with me, Did you?
Roger:I was stuck with your sorry ass all throughout college. All the girls we got we shared.
Me: Yeah my next tattoo will be "Stay what You Are
Maureen: EW dont get a Saves The Day Tattoo
Dan: You can get "Stay What You Izz" therefore it can be your tattoo an not Saves The Days
One of the things you just had to be there for..
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